one of the things that im interested in doing with my work is to say as much as i can while using as few words as possible. I think i did this with Angry Gamers.
Right now, Ive got nothing. I am absolutely blocked and depleted. Theres nothing. Ive read two books about appropriation and memory, and while they were great and I learned a lot, ive got nothing in terms of ideas. Ive never had absolutely nothing to work from. Ive been making work still, but its oversimplified, lacking in layers and isnt adding anything to any dialogue.
I thought maybe I needed to move to still work for a while, but nothing excites me. Maybe the pressure of being here is too much. Maybe the German Youtube outright sucks in terms of content. I dont know what it is, but it to change because if this goes on for too much longer Im going to explode.
Ive been trying to make one piece per day, but I hate them all. Theyre trite and boring and dont point toward anything that hasnt already been said or done. I watch Youtube videos for hours and hours on end and nothing interests me. Maybe Im not supposed to use youtube. I duno.
This sucks.
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